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08.08.08 they say, a good day for all of us.. but for me, it wasn’t. Agosto 8, 2008

Isinalansan sa: 1 — crunchieme @ 6:37 hapon

some says..august 8, 2008 is a good day.. i was expecting good things to happen. but, during 3:49 am this morning, i woke up crying because of a bad dream.. my dream was about my father – that he was…. YOU KNOW ( i don’t want to say the word). i was really crying hard because i’m all alone in our bed.. i texted my mother who happens to be in pagadian ( hundreds of miles away from davao i think ) and she called me back.. i wasn’t able to explain things clearly because i was crying to death.. and when she heard about it, she told me to not believe in it and pray.. so i prayed and prayed while crying until i fell asleep again.. at around 6am something, i woke up again because of another dream.. my dream again was about my father.. our family was spending time together – on a vacation i think – because my father was YOU KNOW again. and so, i woke up again crying.. so worried with what is happening to my father who also happens to be in manila.. i was really worried because two weeks ago, my father had this slight attack in manila. so, i was really worried about him.. as soon as i woke up, i called him up, checked if how is he doing. and surprisingly, he answered the telephone..i was shocked because he was already awake at that time.haha. and when he said hello, tears started falling in my eyes..mixed emotions indeed.huh. he asked me why did i call, i told him..nothing, just checking.and then i wasn’t able to talk that much because i was crying and i’m trying to hide that from my dad.. but i think he noticed and so he asked me..but i denied of course.haha. and then, i said i love you.goodbye. after that i prepared for my school.. my eyes were not in good form.haha. because of all the drama.. hmm..it was not a good dream..

xoxo

crunCHIEme

 

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